After writing my first blog I remembered I haven't eaten lunch and didn't realize it was already 6 pm. I ate Tinola (chicken soup) with rice. It was quite a heavy meal for me I think because it made my tummy look a bit bloated but it wasn't as much as I ate before. Anyway, I thought maybe I should stay in the shower longer than usual to give me enough time to digest the food. After that I decided to get ready to go to the mall and watch Harry Potter Deathly Hallows since I've been watching it from the very beginning. I had to wait for Ann to come back home first though coz she had to eat her dinner first before we took off.
So we went ahead and was trying think what mall should be go to to see the movie. I almost forgot to withdraw some cash and I only had 2500 in my atm. I was only suppose to get 1000 but mistakenly typed in 1500. So that was fine I though I'd be getting some stuff at the grocery first before the movie showing at 10 pm. We went to Makati Super market and grabbed a mouthwash, my fiber crackers, cereal oats drink and fit & right juice. But still we had 1 hour and 20 mins more to go inside the movie house. We thought we'd go window shopping first to see the sale items at the mall. I started looking for silver jewelries for Rob this x-mas also checked out the crystals & charms booth to see what I might possibly buy for Rob. I saw a nice army tag and thought I'd have his name engraved on the pendant with my name too.
Realized it was almost time to go inside to sit & wait till the movie started showing. I saw some nice trailers of up coming films for next year. One of them was with Ryan Reynolds as the Green Lantern. I'd say he would be the hottest super hero character. I have to make sure I get to see that movie next year. I like the trailers they gave me goose bumps. Everything in films are really improving. But I felt really exited to watch HP's Deathly Hollows coz I know the scenery would be in UK. Somehow it would make me feel closer to Rob. The book 7 of HP is more of an action pact movie in the beginning. Lots of magic wars and all those things I fancy in films. I was getting goose bumps when they were in the woods coz it looks exactly like the forest in one of Rob's pictures. It made me happy in a way coz I imagined my self being there with him while the movie was playing. To make it simple, I kept thinking of him while I was watching the film.But I think I want to watch it 2 more times coz it was a bit hard for me to understand some of the other characters accent.
I was thinking of eating something again, but I thought maybe I'm just thirsty. It's just that I wanted to munch on something while I'm watching a movie. I decided to snack on the crackers I bought at the grocery. At least it won't get me to gain weight plus it taste good too and I had my juice anyway. It was another display of me controlling my way of thinking about food. I had the money but I don't want to spend them on food all the time. I'm suppose to be loosing the weight. That's the whole point of writing this blog. The goal to be 120 Pounds not heavier than 140.
I got home at 12 and went home walking with Ann. That was a good exercise anyway. Another contribution to my weight loss adventure. I'm so proud to say that I didn't go to the kitchen looking for food to grab and stuff in my mouth again. I know in my head that I'm not hungry. So I went to bed with my bottle of water melon juice from last night. I'd drink it to make me not think about eating. It worked plus I was extra tired and sleepy so I was just sleeping most of the time & couldn't go online to talk to Rob coz he wasn't replying to my message when I went home. My internet was acting up again so I kept waking up and then falling back to sleep. Finally, I was up at 9 pm and I had signal. He was on and sent him a message to let him know that I'm available and he immediately called. I had one banana while I was talking to him. Told him it was my breakfast. I also mentioned the food I ate yesterday. He was proud of my self control and made me do some tummy work outs too coz he knew I haven't taken a shower. Then I told him about the goose bumps I had coz of the HP movie scenes in the woods. I told him I felt so close to him then he said the movie was filmed in their area in the forest of Dean where he took some pictures. Then I started crying coz I told him I felt like I belonged there. It made me think more about staying there with him if we ever become a couple in the future. That's the whole point of doing this, to lose the unnecessary weight and wait till we meet in person to see how it will be when we are together. And as usual we'd kiss goodnight. Didn't realize the time it was past his bed time.
